Mondays!

I keep telling myself that the next week (and starting on Monday) I will do so much better!  I will get up and get to work on time every day, I will take the train to save gas, I will be cheerier and on top of things and I WILL NOT panic over anything.  Okay the last three items may really be the impossible dream (okay maybe all of them)....but, I can hope can't I. 

I really have myself believing that I can pull it off, so why it is so hard to actually accomplish?  It might have something to do with my lack of self-discipline and maybe my laziness. Two places that I'm not sure I can, or want, to correct.  Although I keep telling myself that I would probably feel better if I could get control over both of those items.

I keep coming up with brilliant ideas for making the changes I need to.  But they never seem to work.  My last brilliant idea, I haven't been able to start applying it in the mornings.  Tomorrow morning, come rain or shine, I WILL implement my brilliant idea!

They have switched my CPU at work and I am having to learn new versions of programs, without any material to study.  It is driving me crazy that Word 2003 doesn't not work like Word 2000 did.  Usually I just fight the program and wish for Word Perfect to come back.

But I think this time, I am going to make the time to learn the program, even if I am overwhelmed with work.  Who knows maybe I'll get to like the Word a little bit more?  What would my co-workers do if I actually stopped gripping about Word....the could be interesting.

I am feeling bad that I didn't wish my niece a happy birthday yesterday.  I find as I get older things seem to slip more from my mind, especially if I cannot do it when I think about it and have to wait to accomplish it.  I did think about it at work yesterday.  But our cell phones have to be off on the floor, and when I had a break I completely had it slip my mind!  Now if someone to find a way to get the mind coordinated to think of things like that when you actually have the opportunity to accomplish it right then, live would run so much smoothly.